There's some feelings I can't hide...

I'm trying so hard not to think, but every time it keep popping out... Right now, my feelings are all mixed up. Maybe I really need a break. Go somewhere that's i won't heard his voice... But I missed him... I know that I can't go back now.. cause everything will be the same. I doesn't know how to explain. I want everything to be okay, but I know it won't happen... for now...

There's thousands of things running in my mind, it so difficult for me to expressed it out... i don't even know what should i write... it like a colourful picture been washed off, only left a pieces of blank paper hanging on the wall...

Do I feel heart-ache? I can't feel it... but tears just came down by itself...
I doesn't want break our promises.. but i have to...



Remember what you ask me to do...

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Who are you to me:
- Someone I love
- Someone that will make me smile whenever i think of
- Someone that i wish i can spend my life with
- Someone that make me wanna doted
- Someone that i love to hug from the back even he is smelly & dirty.
- Someone that will make me laugh by his silly jokes.
- Someone that I enjoy the company of him.

(*Maybe I not good at expressing myself, doesn't mean i don't care.
There is times that I hardly show my emotions or talk about it, because I doesn't want you to get worried.)

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p/s: 心痛了，泪也掉了，彩虹的天空变灰了。
没感觉了，也累了，我们就这样分开了。

Campaign for Children

Last year, i did an assignment for a bird nest company (dragon one) on their social awareness, it a charity campaign. A romance theme music pictorial to raise social awareness for suffering children. Will upload the photos when it up. At the meantime, if anyone is interested or feeling kpo can go to their website and get to know more about this campaign or maybe get some bird nest too! ^_^

http://www.dragonone.com.sg/

I HATE FLU!!!!!!!! :(

and today is my company's d&d and i still don't know what to wear. I brought a purple wig but got no idea what to match with... :( and now i got flu... BEST!!

I heard people said that, if you are down with flu, you can't drink.. cause you with die.. i wonder is it true... Anyway, i hope i came out with some ideas so i can slightly dressup abit to go with the theme...

不能说的秘密

最近的心情不是很好。。。 不知道是不是年龄越来越大，想的事情就越来越多。突然回想到一些以前的事，就感到有点伤心。。真不喜欢这种感觉。。

我好像离开这里，好像一个人跑到台北。不知道为什么重觉得只有在那我才能找到安静和开心。。。

很多人跟我说，叫我不要想太多，take it easy。我都有在听在做。而我也已经很久很久没有去想了。。。

我心中的秘密和遗憾是没有人会了解和明白的。。。

I told myself not to anyhow spend money, but today & yesterday, i actually spend $120++ in Watson's!!!!! (-_-")

Today, after my flight, i was going T3 to take MRT home, then i remember i'm running out of cotton pads, so i went to watson's to get it.. but end up buying 2 extra damage item.. (-_-")

Extra damage item 1 : Bioessence - Face-Lifting cream

Extra damage item 2 : Meiji Cassis-i A50- Eye Assist

The first item was because I wanted to try it long time ago, see whether is it true that it will slim down your face and the second item was a mixed up feeling.. I wanted to try out if it will improve my eye vision + i got no idea why i end up taking the bottle instead of the packet which cause only $14++ and this bottle cause $55++!!! I know.. it very confusing..as i said.. it was a mixed up feeling... (-_-)

And yesterday, supposely i'm going westmall to get some new toy for my baby.. (cause she got depression due to no gai-gai for her. hahaha!) but end up going watson's to get cosmetics :( i brought 1 eyeliner, 1 eye-shadow and a lipgross all from majolica.

Lipgoss(PK211), Eyeshadow (BR742) & Eyeliner (BR606)

I actually drop the eye-shadow when i try to open the package and the white portion actually break into pieces.. :( Luckily the other 3 colour was okay... :D BUT!! i fixed it back!

Ta-taaa~ ^_^

Ta-taa!! Can see the the different? ahha! is actaully that 2 on top. Can't tell right?

I'm so speechless now... just saw my updated roster for this month... my one and only AVL just got activated... :( why out of so many people on avl, she want to pick me!!!! NBCB!!! i'm so sian, so sian so sian so sian!!!!!!! :(