Chopsticks Chick

2010-02-16T14:56:00.003+08:00

原来只是路过并不是要居留

我还是回到了原点。。。

2010-02-12T13:31:00.003+08:00

Each day is a new canvas to paint upon.

Make sure your picture is full of life and happiness,

and at the end of the day,

you don't look at it

and wish you had painted something different.

2009-12-07T15:38:00.002+08:00

为什么对我好的人在我前面, 我看不见?
但我却看见那些对我不好的人。

可能我在逃避，可能我不相信
也有可能我不想在付出

在你的身上，我只找到害怕
想到你的时候，我直想到背叛

我说过。。。

这不是爱，只是伤害。。。

2009-12-04T22:16:00.002+08:00

好几次，我真的想再相信你。
可是我还是做不到。。。

如果有一天我又消失不见。。。
请你不要难过，那是因为。。。

holiday holiday holiday!!!

2009-10-15T14:21:00.001+08:00

Going Dubai in 10hrs time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WeEEeeeEEeEEeeeeeeee~

2009-09-13T18:14:00.004+08:00

Recently, too many things had happen and looking back at them.. I wonder the amount of tears for him it is worth it? I won't say it good to realise it now than later... but it just a kind of feeling that i can't ignore it... Anyway, I'm glad to say that I'm happy for the past few weeks... meeting up with my friends make me alot happier. :D

Yan & I

Esther and I

Esther, tammy and meijing with her flabby arm. lolx

I ♥ my friends.

Thank you for been with me when i needed it most.. :)

nice cob fish ♥

This fish make me think of him... why? no idea.. but i kinda miss him.. :(

2009-08-30T06:39:00.001+08:00

I need to stop crying....

Jamie Oliver "The Naked Chef"

2009-08-28T02:51:00.007+08:00

Jamie Oliver is opening Italian restaurants in Singapore!!! YeaH~!~! ^_^ I have been watching his cooking show since 3yrs back and every time i will just get hungry and have this inspiration to cook but when the show end... that's it. ahhaha!! Yes.. I'm just too lazy and i think some of the ingredients, i can't get it in Singapore... -_- Anyway, I'm looking forward for his restaurants!!! :D

^_^

I think that man can cook is the super AAAA++++ points cum bonus, not just anyhow cook.. i mean really a nice & decent dinner and if he can cook Italian food!!! *_* i think i will go gala over him.. hahah!!! By looking at a man in the kitchen make me smile, cause they just look so charming...

2009-08-19T10:24:00.003+08:00

I realised that I'm really getting old... went out the whole day makes my whole body ache and even feel tired the next day... :(

my round ugly face.. :S

Shopping was a killer for me... :S spend so much, i think i going to die when my credit card bills comes in.... @_@

Was around in Orchard for a while, before i head down to Suntec City to get trench coat from Winter Time, they used to have a very big store but now they just left with a small shop, I guess the economy wasn't that good plus renter was high and not much income. *Sad* Anyway, I was wondering is it that cold in Perth... But hack care lah! Just bring, in case I really need it... After that, I went to make a appointment with Stripz for Brazilian... HAHAHH!! and that was my first time! i think I'm mad, suddenly feel like getting rid of my little garden. wahahhahahhahahha!!!! :X Anyway, It's painful... but you know.. No Pain, No Gain! Although I doesn't gain anything for this, ermmm maybe just a clean field, but i love it! hahahha!!! :p After that i actually sign up their package over there... there's where the burning comes in... @_@

After that, went to meet up with Karen, Celest and Sean. It been quite sometimes that i met up with them, the last time I saw them was erm...... last year? :X i feel so bad not meeting up with them so often.. cause they are a bunch of funny girls.. :) Although sometimes I'm jealous of Celest and Sean.. reasons? CAUSE THEY HAVE CHANEL BAG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *angry* :p but i still love them lah~

karen, me, sean & celest

BLAH~

2009-08-13T12:55:00.003+08:00

Tired, fatigue, exhausted, worn-out blah blah blah... you named it, i feel it... :( I feel like I'm a walking zombie everyday... too tired to walk, to talk, to smile, to acknowledge, to speak up, to whatever things around me.... I NEED A REAL BREAK!!! :S

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p/s: 7more days to see kangaroossssssssssssssssssssssssss.. ^_^

Goodybye July, Hello August...

2009-08-01T14:58:00.002+08:00

1st of August, another tiring month for me.. roster is so packed until i cannot breath... :( Luckily, I'm able to swap away 5days flight to a 5days layover in Perth!!! WoooHoOo~ ^_^ It my 1st time to Perth, and hopefully it a great one. :) But the weather there is so cold now. I heard it around 4degrees to 19 degrees??? :S Never in my life, I've been to a place that is so cold...(yes.. I'm a country pumpkin) Anyway, I think i need to buy some stuffs just for that flight.. going to waste $$$ again~ :(

2009-07-31T02:45:00.004+08:00

I think it gonna be a year soon.. I thought i can actually get over it, emotionally... but until now, i realise, i can't... it really sad & disappointed to know someone u already love & care alot, treated you like you never existed in their life before...

P/s: I don't know whether will you be reading this or not... i just wanna say that there maybe some misunderstanding between the both of us... and seriously, i really have no idea what really happen and why are you treating me like this... Maybe you doesn't know who you can really trust... but i'm here to tell you that until today, i still treat you as my good friend and I'm still on your side, protecting and defending for you...

Back to the reality... :(

2009-07-23T19:44:00.028+08:00

I was on leave for 9days, but haven't been working since 4th July until now... it like 20days?? I think it the longest leave i ever got. wahahhahah!!! But sad to say.. im going back to work tomorrow.. :(

Went to BKK for holiday and sad to say.. my baby was sick all the way... 1st day cough, 2nd fever than follow by flu... -_- basically the whole trip is spoilt... :( Didn't take alot of photos cause someone is sick and having bad mood... :C

Monkey + Me

Reaching.. ^_^

*yawnz*

My gay boy...

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We were staying at The Heritage Hotel at silom. When we were checking in the hotel, they actually upgrade us to a Suite. :D but this suite doesnt look like a Suite to me... :S

Kitchen (Nothing much..)

Bed

Television

Toilet

Bathtub (look nice, but not user-friendly)

The bathtub look nice, we thought it was a jacuzzi but actually it just a normal bathtub.. -_- and it good to soak in it, if you wanna shower.. basically the water just splashing out and make the whole floor wet.. :(

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My gay boy smoking....

I look retarded... lolx

Model walking... :p

What am i doing huh??

Aching... :S

We went to a lot of places on the 1st day.. and my leg was totally aching like hell…….. :S

*Stress face*

*Happy Face*

Yummy~ :D

Mr Happy~

Trying to take photo from the reflection but failed.. lolx!

Sick Baby & Me

Don't know who is he waving to...

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The last day.... at the airport...

Baby on mask.. :D

He was forcing me to wear the mask together with him, but i don't want and he's not happy. :p

Monkey & me

He was forced to take photos with me.. look at his stupid face... :C

And tomorrow onwards, I'm going back to work... craps... :(

*the end*

Our Feisty Princess

2009-06-29T16:47:00.001+08:00

Please help this little girl by clicking on the nuffnang ads.. :(

http://ourfeistyprincess.blogspot.com/

2009-06-28T10:43:00.004+08:00

I HATE MY NEIGHBOURHOOD!!!!

And it true. I seriously think that my neighbourhood community basically are all retarded morons. They basically don't care about it... I can hear loud music and hyper-MC screaming into the mic like nobody business early in the morning 8am!!! Does they know that there are people still sleeping? or does they know that some people just came back from working after long hours of night shift??? Seriously, I really think they got a HUGE problem. H U G E What Singapore Exercise? Why can't they do it in the stadium where is a enclosed place??? Budget? No $$$? FOC??? Fucking crap. And now is 11am and it still going on!!!! CCB! The best thing is I gotta go to work later in the evening and I doesn't have enough sleep!!! I seriously think that my neighbourhood doesn't have any brain with them. I seriously understand why staying HDB sucks... Cause it really SUCKS BIG TIME staying at a place having this kind of retard community.

2009-06-28T01:35:00.002+08:00

I HATE BOOKS!!!!! STUPID RECURRENT!!!!

:( Everything just can't get into my head...

STUPID STUPID STUPID!!!

ARGGGGGGGGGGH~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-22T17:06:00.006+08:00

Yesterday went to watch Drag Me to Hell with my baby... and I HATE THAT MOVIE!!!!! :(

It's so bloody loud and annoying!!! :( I keep getting a shock not because of the movie scene.. it because of the sound... it so bloody loud that i feel it's very annoying...

My baby and I feel that the whole show most scary part is the old woman... she look scary... :S

does she?? :S

I cannot imagine if I'm that girl who's going to hell in 3 days time... i think i would properly kill myself before the lamia come and take me away.. :S

Pimples Month :(

2009-06-15T13:40:00.004+08:00

I H A T E P I M P L E S!!!

This month, my pimples keep popping out like a popcorn and i hate it... can anyone help me? Is there anyways to prevent from pimples outbreak? :(

A White Dicky

2009-06-15T02:23:00.003+08:00

After 4days of hell, finally i'm off for 2 days... :D This evening, i saw something hilarious.. I was walking towards the Immigration Counter @ T1 after my flight, i saw this ang-moh guy were walking towards my direction on the travelator and why he caught my attention, because he look real drunk... and HE WAS PEE-ING!!!!!! @_@

Yes.. he was peeing on the travelator all the way.. and his pee was really alot! lol!!! and i actually saw his white dicky.. omg... *that image was still running in my mind now.. whahahahahhah!!! * Anyway, i got a shock, so i told my colleague that ang-mo was pee-ing.. and when 1 of my colleague try to inform the ground staffs (*which was walking behind that wasted ang-moh) that that guy was pee-ing... but the ground staffs did nothing... -__- after that, we actually saw 2 airport police, my colleague told them the same thing... BUT!!! the airport police did nothing too!!!! -_______________- i wonder why.... either they can't be bother or they were too shock to react to this kind of crazy stuffs..

So to whoever is reading this.. next time when you are travelling on the travelator at ANY airports or anywhere, please do not lend against the side.. cause you might not know whether is there anyone actually just urinated there. :P

2009-05-26T22:57:00.009+08:00

??? A beer bottle?

YEAH~

I love carlsberg! lol

:D :D :D

Love you to the MAX! *muack*

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FINALLY IM ON LEAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

for a week... *bored*

no overseas trips, no holidays, no clubbing, no friends to go out with... sad to the max!! Everyone was so busy with their work... really getting old.. still remember when i was 18... everyone around me seems to be so free.. but now... :(

Anyway, last sunday went to MS with my baby and i went to Times bookstore and brought a book.. New Moon by Stephenie Meyer the author for Twilight. The best part is they are coming out the movie!! The Twilight Saga: New Moon. *excited*

Went to Ikea yesterday.. and happen to saw these cute little finger puppet. It only $4.90, so i brought it and play with my baby. :D

I think I've put on some weight.. my face look so chubby!!!! :S

2009-05-11T22:19:00.002+08:00

HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOOHO!!!!

HAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHHA!!!!

WAHAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHHAHH!!!!!!

FINALLY I PASS MY BASIC THEORY!!!!! It like finally lor... anyway.. i don't intend to take PDL 1st.. cause no point, only valid for 6mths and it expensive. So, i'm going to take my final theory test 1st!!! ahhahaha!!!

Vroom Vroom~

2009-05-04T12:58:00.002+08:00

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Too Lazy to blog...

Accidents always happen anytime, anywhere....

2009-04-20T18:34:00.005+08:00

Seriously, I think that this is not a good year for me... Last Friday, I've got into an accident again.. No... I did not break my arm or leg or sprained any parts of my body.. but got a cut and abrasion around my collarbone...

It looks like I got into some fights and got slashed. hahahha!!! Anyway... I hope that asshole who ran away get caught and get his punishments. And after all this punishment.. I hope he got himself into another accident again!!! *evil*

I know I'm super lagged... Went to rent the DVD for Twilight. WOoOHoO~ Nice show!!! People around me told me that the male lead was handsome... erm... I don't think he's handsome... but in this movie... he really got some attractiveness in it... Anyway, I always wish that i could meet a vampire. I wonder are they really all so good looking? And their complexion always so fair and matte looking?? I WANNA BE 1 OF THEM!!! I don't mind to been a vampire seriously!!! I don't mind only to come out at night since I'm a night owl! hohohoh!! Anyway, I'm going to get the storybook!

2009-04-17T18:07:00.002+08:00

TO LENA CHIA,

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2009-04-15T23:46:00.002+08:00

Fucking pissed off...

Don't try to think soooo highly of yourself! You think you know everything? If you think you are so clever or whatsoever, then why the hell are you still here? Doesn't mean you are older than me means you got more knowledge! Don't know anything yet still want to act as if you know! Want me to respect you, please go and think do you have anything to let me respect!

Sadness

2009-04-06T14:15:00.002+08:00

49—year—old woman falls eight floors to her death

Seriously, i keep wondering why there is so much cases about woman fall to death while keeping clothes or cleaning the window... Conclusion 1) They are petite 2) Not strong enough to hold the bamboo pole which fill up with a lot of clothes (very heavy okay! i try that before) 3) Never balance properly. Either one of these may cause falling over... I seriously don't understand why, if you can't carry it, don't do it! It not worth costing your life away because of some damn stupid clothes. if it pole drop then let it drop, the most go downstairs and grab it then go back and wash again... If your house got guys, ask them to help. And for the guys, (be it husband or son) why can't you guys just help your poor mother or wife to take the clothes in??? Don't say that man don't do laundry or what! Don't try behave like one stupid MCP, you guys should help!! you think we woman are all wonder woman? What happen if your mother or wife not around? You still have to do your own laundry lppl... Helping up doesn't cause you to lost your skin or whatsoever... Moreover, your mother or wife will appreciate for your help.

What a Month for me....

2009-03-29T17:00:00.015+08:00

Saw a big fat ant on the floor d other day, and i catch it and throw it into the toilet bowl.. GUESS WHAT!?!?! when I try to flush it down.. it still stay inside!!! i try to flush again for the 2nd time and it still there!!!! After that, I can't be bother anymore, after an hour ltr, i saw this little ant still struggling inside!! Woohoo~ survivor sia!!! So i try to flush it again see whether the 3rd time will it be flush away... and it really did... :( so sad! nothing to play already~

My cute little baby smiling so happily~ ^_^ love her so much , more then my bf. wahhahhahhah!!!

p/s BF: If you happen to read it... Sorry ar, don't angry... I also love you alot lah! :p

I ♥ U ^_^

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I WANNA WEAR HEELS AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!

:( When am I able to wear my heels back again?? :( Last weekend, went to Haji Lane and brought a pair of heels. It cost $89.90 which i think it quite expensive lah... but in the end, I still decided to get it.

BECAUSE I ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ HEELS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

♥♥♥ I love you! ♥♥♥

I like the foot sole alot, it look cute! And the basic is red!!! I'm dying for that day to come lor~ :(

QUICK!!!!! I WANNA WEAR HEELS AGAIN!!!!!!

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Anyway...... Few nights ago, I was trying to dig some food in the kitchen's cupboard, when I accidentally knock onto a can of stout, the can just burst!!!!! I was totally lost for that moment lor... KNN!!! My whole face, basically is whole body kena the beer!!! -_- And the best thing is I just had my shower.... The worst part is the half lower lever of the cupboard was wet and i have to mop the floor, clean everything inside the cupboard and wipe the whole cupboard... -_- Wanted to take a photo of it... But i was wet plus super pissed off. I still can recalled back the scenario... -_- What a month for me....

Animal Rescue

2009-03-23T17:09:00.004+08:00

One of my friend has lost her dog... :( Last seen was at Serangoon Stadium/Central Area on 2nd March. Although the dog has gone missing for so long... don't know where is he now, could be at anyone house... Any kind-hearted soul who seen this dog, please contact me or her. Thanks you so much.

p/s: Will be rewarded.

Am I a Ghost???

2009-03-20T16:29:00.003+08:00

Did a quiz in FB just now... and it very funny.... the quiz called "when will you die??". And the ans is 25 October , 2008. It kinda weird, scary and funny, cause if it really true, then I must be a ghost right now. -_- And i was thinking what if the year is 2009 instead of 2008?? hmmm.... (*scared scared*)

Went for my physiotherapy 2days ago and the therapist said that my muscles on my left foot already harden (so-called useless) I have to do alot of stretching exercise for my left foot. The therapist did an ultrasound of my leg, she said that it for the ligaments to heal... i wonder how it work... but the ultrasound process was painful lor... :( I nearly use my another leg to kick her... lol! But after that.. i feel my left foot was slightly better. I can feel that my muscles was loosen abit. :) Before that, the doc ask me to stretch my foot, but I can't even move my foot to the left and right and also push and pull.... so sad... basically, I feel that my muscles really become useless.. :( But after the ultrasound thingy and afew stretching exercise, i feel much better.. :) Although, I still walk like a crab, but the pain was lesser. :)

The doc said that i still have to do the stretching exercise at home, I really hope i can recover fast, so i can go back to work... :)

2009-03-16T12:04:00.005+08:00

Going to be 5.30pm...

My Little Green Miffy is taking a nap. Zzz....

Suddenly !?!?!?!

Someone farted!!!

A: What are you looking at?? Yes! it me! that's farting king! lol!!!

p/s: This is what happen when I get bored at home... I will tend to do something meaningless....

2009-03-11T23:28:00.002+08:00

Is it true that as you get older, your circle of friends is getting smaller and smaller??

Is it true that as you get older, the people you get to know is always thru your friends intro?

Is it true that as you get older, you tend to think alot?

神机妙算

2009-03-10T19:38:00.005+08:00

Got to know this website thru Lena's blog. So decided to give it a try and it turn out that some of it are quite true hahahah!!! Although, I don't like my chinese name, because people tend to pronounce it wrongly or purposely call it wrongly!!! :( Anyway, i still don't like my chinese name... : /

Some of the analyses are very accurate! hohohoho!!!

王诗美的內在想法:
*腦筋比較保守死板，不容易變通
*外表溫訓文靜的樣子，但是外柔內剛型 <---- 准!
*講求道理，對就是對、不對就是不對，不能容忍放水 <---- 准!
*不喜歡冒險，喜歡安定有保障的生活 <---- 准!
*吃軟不吃硬，只要對方態度放軟就會跟著心軟 <---- 准!

王诗美的外在行為:
*不喜歡安於現狀，給人一種比較叛逆的感覺
*是個有男子氣慨的女生，膽大心細又活潑 <---- 准! (1st half only)
*不怕壓力，只怕生活中沒有新鮮事
*行動力快、狠、準，絕不拖拖拉拉
*對於很厲害的人非常佩服、但對於很遜的就會看不起人 <---- 准! (1st half only)

王诗美的感情分析:
*對於眾多的追求者會不斷的去觀察、測試，很難決定自己到底喜歡哪一個 <--- quite 准 lah!
*在交往時疑心病比較重，容易懷疑男友的心意 <--- I think it opposite lor!
*對於感情的態度常常變來變去、反反覆覆，常讓男友對自己沒信心 <-- Hmm... maybe... Hmm...
*交往時忽冷忽熱的，有時很熱情、有時又冷冰冰，讓人捉摸不定 <--- 准!
*在結婚後，感情才會穩定下來，專心當個好太太 <--- Whahhahaha!!! i don't think so lor! :p

王诗美的財運分析:
*天生財庫★★★★☆
*財庫袋破了一個大洞，雖然會省小錢，但也很容易花大錢<-- 准!
*賺錢速度蠻快的，很有賺錢的企圖心，也很敢投資很敢衝
*花錢速度讓人驚訝，雖然平常看起來很省，不過只要一有花錢的目標，就很殺！<-- 更准!!!
*偏財運★★★☆☆　偏財運還算可以，只要偶爾買個樂透還能中小獎，但不能沉迷

All these are analyse directly from my chinese name. And the one below is for this year 2009.. i think it kinda accurate & bad... :(

王诗美的流年運勢:

整體運勢
運勢大幅下滑，不再像去年一樣那麼風光了。凡事不能太逞強，盡力而為就好。

工作運勢
工作上能夠交給有能力的人就交待出去，會比較順利。換工作也很難換到比目前更好的，所以還是保守點。

金錢運勢
正財運及偏財運都不大好，守財為佳。<--- Yes, low income... :(

感情運勢
有對象者要多與另一半溝通，別因為不順心就找碴。單身者雖然桃花很弱，但仍有希望，要多加把勁。

健康運勢
身體健康突然走下坡，要多注意飲食及保養。<---- yes! that's why i injured my leg. : /

Anyway, it's just for fun, cannot totally believe it. :)

p/s: For those that want to try it, you can go to this website http://www.fatemaster.tw/ (*Everything is in chinese, no english translation. Sorry!)

2009-03-08T15:30:00.003+08:00

I have waited for 1mth plus for this bottle to arrive & FINALLY!!!

my BB cream has arrived!!!

PINK BB Cream

Although, this is not the one that i order, but it ok.. i think i just give it a try and see whether is it really that good as alot of ppl are talking about. :) There is 2 type of BB cream.. Pink BB cream & Gold BB cream. The pink one was the one that i got and the gold is the one that shown below.

GOLD BB cream (contain gold & caviar)

GOLD BB actually contain gold & caviar extract that care the skin intensively to make the skin shinier & healthier looking skin.

Saw this things on a online shopping spree, it seems like a miracle blemish balm... it said that it had a Whitening function, a UV protection SPF25 PA++ (intercept ultra violent rays UV A & B at the same time & protect ur skin exposed from the sum more thoroughly) & Wrinkle-free function. You can use it as a moisturizer or a makeup base. Will update again when i start trying. :)

2009-03-05T18:38:00.003+08:00

Finally i can post photos in my blog!!! Yippeee~

There's something wrong with my blog this few days, i can't upload any photos... maybe it some tech problem...

look abit like korean-drama series hor? kekeke!!!

This was the chairty campaign that i'm talking about. I heard it already publishment on the newspaper. but i haven't seen it myself...

Anyway, i hope it will turn out well. :)

2009-03-05T17:45:00.003+08:00

Okay.. basically I got nothing to do at home for this past 5 days... and i decided to find something to do..

I was looking at Xiaxue's blog today and realise that she's actually the new featured blogger for Nuffnang this month. So i went into Nuffnang website and start reading about her. And she actually been paid $10,000 for joining as a member for Nuffnang... BUT of cos she deserved that, cause she's a celebrity blogger she blog about her life, do advertised for other company brands (with the help of Nuffnang). (*if you do read her blog, you will know what I'm talking about.)

Since I'm kinda handicapped now and i got nothing better to do at home, why not i join Nuffnang... BUT i didn't join for the money... anyway, i don't think i will earn a single cents. hohohohoh!! but why i joined? Seriously.. just for fun and also advertise for them.. Although not much people know about my blog but who's care!?!??! It my blog... I want to do whatever i want, maybe one fine day, I'll have thousand of readers reading my blog!!! who knows right?

Anyway, i just had a bad day... after tomorrow, i have to go and see a doc to extend my MC for 3 more days before my scanning date. Yes, they manage to bring forward my appointment date to the 9th March... BUT THEY CAN'T ISSUE ME ANY MC!!!!!!!!!!! i seriously don't understand why.... I called NUH A&E departments and they told me, they don't extend any patients MC, but if I want I can go back for treatments... -_- So i ask them since i got an appointment with the specialist, am i able to get it from them and their answer is "I'm not sure". So i make a call to my specialist department and check with them... AND they told me they can't.... -_- I have to get my MC myself..... i was like WTF!!! what kind of hospital is this!!! They issue me 3days MC for the 1st time and make an appointment date on the 12th for my Orthopaedic Specialist and after that i have to go and extend my MC for another 3days cause i can't go to work and now telling me i have to go and get my own... i seriously got nothing to say about them... NEXT TIME i will just go to a private hospital instead. At least over there, everything work faster then government ones and treat all the patients importantly... i realised that government hospital work things really damn slow... to me, they seems like they got no sense of emergency... i been to the A&E department twice and realise that they really do things DAMN BLOODY SLOW!!! just imagine, from early morning 5am, i can wait until 9am just to see a doc and got discharge around 12-1pm... and i got food poisoning at that time. I seriously wonder what if i just die in between 5-9am.

Well.. what can i do anyway right?? Not happy, go to those private one lor... YES! and i will!!!

2009-02-19T20:12:00.002+08:00

There's some feelings I can't hide...

I'm trying so hard not to think, but every time it keep popping out... Right now, my feelings are all mixed up. Maybe I really need a break. Go somewhere that's i won't heard his voice... But I missed him... I know that I can't go back now.. cause everything will be the same. I doesn't know how to explain. I want everything to be okay, but I know it won't happen... for now...

2009-02-17T01:38:00.009+08:00

There's thousands of things running in my mind, it so difficult for me to expressed it out... i don't even know what should i write... it like a colourful picture been washed off, only left a pieces of blank paper hanging on the wall...

Do I feel heart-ache? I can't feel it... but tears just came down by itself...
I doesn't want break our promises.. but i have to...

Remember what you ask me to do...

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Who are you to me:
- Someone I love
- Someone that will make me smile whenever i think of
- Someone that i wish i can spend my life with
- Someone that make me wanna doted
- Someone that i love to hug from the back even he is smelly & dirty.
- Someone that will make me laugh by his silly jokes.
- Someone that I enjoy the company of him.

(*Maybe I not good at expressing myself, doesn't mean i don't care.
There is times that I hardly show my emotions or talk about it, because I doesn't want you to get worried.)

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p/s: 心痛了，泪也掉了，彩虹的天空变灰了。
没感觉了，也累了，我们就这样分开了。

Campaign for Children

2009-02-12T14:15:00.004+08:00

Last year, i did an assignment for a bird nest company (dragon one) on their social awareness, it a charity campaign. A romance theme music pictorial to raise social awareness for suffering children. Will upload the photos when it up. At the meantime, if anyone is interested or feeling kpo can go to their website and get to know more about this campaign or maybe get some bird nest too! ^_^

http://www.dragonone.com.sg/

2009-02-12T13:20:00.002+08:00

I HATE FLU!!!!!!!! :(

and today is my company's d&d and i still don't know what to wear. I brought a purple wig but got no idea what to match with... :( and now i got flu... BEST!!

I heard people said that, if you are down with flu, you can't drink.. cause you with die.. i wonder is it true... Anyway, i hope i came out with some ideas so i can slightly dressup abit to go with the theme...

不能说的秘密

2009-02-06T17:00:00.002+08:00

最近的心情不是很好。。。不知道是不是年龄越来越大，想的事情就越来越多。突然回想到一些以前的事，就感到有点伤心。。真不喜欢这种感觉。。

我好像离开这里，好像一个人跑到台北。不知道为什么重觉得只有在那我才能找到安静和开心。。。

很多人跟我说，叫我不要想太多，take it easy。我都有在听在做。而我也已经很久很久没有去想了。。。

我心中的秘密和遗憾是没有人会了解和明白的。。。

2009-02-03T22:12:00.007+08:00

I told myself not to anyhow spend money, but today & yesterday, i actually spend $120++ in Watson's!!!!! (-_-")

Today, after my flight, i was going T3 to take MRT home, then i remember i'm running out of cotton pads, so i went to watson's to get it.. but end up buying 2 extra damage item.. (-_-")

Extra damage item 1 : Bioessence - Face-Lifting cream

Extra damage item 2 : Meiji Cassis-i A50- Eye Assist

The first item was because I wanted to try it long time ago, see whether is it true that it will slim down your face and the second item was a mixed up feeling.. I wanted to try out if it will improve my eye vision + i got no idea why i end up taking the bottle instead of the packet which cause only $14++ and this bottle cause $55++!!! I know.. it very confusing..as i said.. it was a mixed up feeling... (-_-)

And yesterday, supposely i'm going westmall to get some new toy for my baby.. (cause she got depression due to no gai-gai for her. hahaha!) but end up going watson's to get cosmetics :( i brought 1 eyeliner, 1 eye-shadow and a lipgross all from majolica.

Lipgoss(PK211), Eyeshadow (BR742) & Eyeliner (BR606)

I actually drop the eye-shadow when i try to open the package and the white portion actually break into pieces.. :( Luckily the other 3 colour was okay... :D BUT!! i fixed it back!

Ta-taaa~ ^_^

Ta-taa!! Can see the the different? ahha! is actaully that 2 on top. Can't tell right?

2009-02-02T19:32:00.002+08:00

I'm so speechless now... just saw my updated roster for this month... my one and only AVL just got activated... :( why out of so many people on avl, she want to pick me!!!! NBCB!!! i'm so sian, so sian so sian so sian!!!!!!! :(

2009-01-29T19:28:00.002+08:00

AhhhhhhhH!!! i'm so tired... still got 2 more flights to go.. :( this year CNY is like shit.. have to work since CNY's eve and only got 1 day rest, and CNY doesn't feel like it going on.. :( Sianz... how i wish i got leaves.. so i can rest for awhile... too bad for me.. :( if next leaves approved, i will only get my leave on july onward!!!!!!!!! *faint* that's mean i got no leaves for 6 DAMN MONTHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can someone please help me~~ *sob sob*

2009-01-24T13:10:00.002+08:00

Im farking angry & upset right now!!!! got activated for flight that doesn't meant to be mine!!!!! i seriously don't understand why she wanted to activate me since there is other standbys!!! DOES SHE KNOW IT CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!! DOES SHE KNOW THAT CHINESE NEED TO GO VISITING!!! DOES SHE KNOW THAT I'M CHINESE!!!! i really think she is just too much!!! :(

Went to my friend's pub to drink last night. Wasn't feeling good, feeling very down, guess i'm going to get depression reall soon.. yes..very soon.. Was thinking what am i still doing here?? Work so hard, pay so little, how to survive?? and still give so fuck up roster... everytime, they always have their own reasons... im really tired... everyday i'm like dragging myself to work... I'm so tired and sick...

Feel like crying but i can't. Others think i'm okay, but i'm not... i may look strong, but i'm not... i really dont know what should i do.. everyday i keep telling myself that tomorrow will be a better day, but that tomorrow is still the same.. same old shit.. everyday just get more and more demoralizes

2009-01-20T20:43:00.002+08:00

OKAY~~~~ i know it been a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time since i'm blogging. It all due to my laziness. :X sometime i just dont feel like writing.. just so lazy to type... hahaa!! i rather play my PSP then writing.. i've just become a "Zai Nui".

Was packing my room for CNY, and i realise that my room is damn bloody messy... today i just finish packing my wardrobe, tomorrow will continue the rest... i almost vomit blood n die packing my wardrobe, 4 BIG bags of clothes!!! During packing, i realise that some of the clothes i never even wear it before. :X i really waste alot of $$ buying clothes... :( anyway, i'm going to donate to salvation army...(+4points to go heaven) lol! but now i realise that i've be spending $$ to buy skin care & cosmetics online.. (-3points) :X i think i really should stop spending my $ soo much.. still need to clear my credit card bills... :(

For the past few weeks, i was feeling very down.. has been thinking about my life, what should i do... and realise that i doesn't have much friends.. so sad.. :( I need some friends!!! i need my life back, not everyday go work, go home, go work, go home..... THIS IS LIFELESS!!!!!!! i think i really need to start finding new friends...

2008-11-19T13:15:00.002+08:00

hohoho!!! I'm going genting tomorrow~ :) but then again.. it kinda bored too... cause I'm not really into gambling, so it kind of waste my $$$ and time going there. But what to do.. my leaves are very precious to me, so i must make use of it.. hehehe.. :p and of cos i want to GET OUT OF SINGAPORE!!!!!!

2008-11-18T19:23:00.009+08:00

Few days ago, i actually make my 1st Potato salad.. i have tested it before i bring it to work.. i think it abit salty, but still alright, but my colleague said it was nice. :) Thanks.. hee.. so happy... i like those tomatoes.. so big and round.. look cute! ehhee!

Yesterday finally got the chance to make the mochi.. but in the end.. the mochi look like some shit... :( it all because of the stupid cold storage man!!!! i was looking for fresh cream to make the mango filling.. but the stupid staff said is very difficult to find it in Singapore, so normally they will use fresh milk to replace it... -_- yes.. i believe him, so i did, i replace it with fresh milk.. IN THE END!!!! the cream become sauce... NB...

Suppose to look like this.. (yummy!)

In the end... it look like this.. :(

Those that i circle it up totally is a disaster..... :( i decided to put them in the freezer 1st, see if the sauce become frozen will it been easier to do.. in the end...

Those big 1 i think look like custard puff cum egg yolk coming out... ArgHhH~~ waste my $ and time!!! it so troublesome to make mochi.... :( i don't think I'm going to make these again... :( I think I'm better making salads instant of mochi... ahahhah! :p

I still have green tea pudding to go sia!! hope it turn out well... it should look like this..hopefully it will look like this... (*praying*)

2008-11-16T18:10:00.002+08:00

I'm so pissed off & upset alright now... i can't believe my good friend actually think that i'm standing at her ex-bf's side... :( I don't even know what's going on this whole week as i'm so tied up with my work, when i call her and ask her how is she, she just said she treat me as a friend, so dont ask her how is she.. & she thinkin that i'm actually asking all this for her ex-bf, FUCK HIM! I DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT HIM!! & YOU MEAN EVEN I'M YOUR GOOD FRIEND I CAN"T EVEN ASKED BECAUSE MY BF IS UR EX-BF'S COUSIN????? I know her for so long yet i got this kind of treatment from her... im so upset right now... i really cannot believe it... :~~~( knowing her for so long, she should know what kind of person i am, i will never stand at for the person which did something wrong, moreover he's someone that i have something against with... how can she said that kind of things... :~~(

2008-10-17T23:55:00.002+08:00

Too long never update my blog liao.. forget my password.. (-_-") i have such a bad memory.. anyway, I'm so happy today, finally I'm off for 3 days after 4 days of morning long flight! woOHoo~! Was wondering I'm happy because today was the last day of flight or the flight was an easy flight... Was flying for the pass 1year+ and I never done a Yangon flight before..(infact nobody believe me when i told them) I enjoy doing this flight cause it full service, which keep me busy thru out the flight... maybe I'm that kind of freak that like to be busy with work but not slacking around... (*but I'm lazy to type.. that's why i haven't been blogging this few weeks.. lol!*)

OK.. i guess I'm gonna stop here... too lazy to type again.. HAHAHHAH!!!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!!

2008-09-27T14:40:00.002+08:00

It been a long long time since i write.. so many things had happen for the last 2 weeks, so many things to do and so many things to think, so tired. Recently, there's a few thing keep popping out of my mind. 1st: i wish i have a time machine so i can go back in the past, maybe 10years ago? 2nd: what should i do with my life, it is this what i want right now? 3rd: and if is yes, how long can it last? 4th: should i change my job? 5th: if yes, where should i go? AHhHHhhHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im feeling so vexed now!!! i think i need a vacation... (-_-) I NEED A BREAK!!!

Finally, i can have a 2 days break, do what i wanna do, go where i wanna go. But now, thinking about it, I don't think so, cause that someone doesn't wanna go out and today is my friend's birthday. Sometimes I really think that he doesn't wanna join my friends NOT i doesn't wanna bring him along and now become my fault that i never tell him earlier so he CAN plan his schedule for today.. Fuck! do you really need to PLAN ur schedule everyday since you got nothing to do???????

Seriously, I kind of feeling piss off right now..... cause if i go to my friend's birthday, i can guarantee that i wouldn't be having a peaceful and happy time.. cause he will start asking me, "where are you now?" "So who's there?" "Have you behave?" "Drink alot?" "So what time are you going off??" CAN'T I HAVE PEACEFUL TIME TO ENJOY WITH MY FRIEND!!!!!! i really hope he can give me a break with all this shit... if you can't join me or you doesn't wanna join me with my friends for your own reason, then done! don't come and screw up my gathering! Later for sure he's gonna give me his god damn shit again... FUCK!

I'm feeling so dulan now....

2008-09-11T19:30:00.003+08:00

it been a week that i stop writing on my blog... got sick for the pass few days and i'm still feeling sick right now... :( got food poisoning 4 days ago and landed in hospital..until now i still feel like throwing out.. i'm feeling like shit... :(.. i want to recover fast and go out and play!!!! Tomorrow have to go to work... wonder if i can go to work tomorrow or not... :(

wedding bells

2008-09-03T12:53:00.002+08:00

I got another red bomb for this month!!!! Faint... how come everyone that i know is getting married!!?~!~??! so envy... (*kate's thinkng when will be her turn.... *blinkblink*)

4bia

2008-09-01T23:29:00.002+08:00

Yesterday my baby & I went to watch the movie "4bia".. it a very nice show!!! it damn scary!! thru out the show, i keep grabbing my baby's hand so tight until he have to grab my hand off him, hahahhah!!! and he also got pitched by me! hahahahahha!! *dui bu qi, baby* :p anyway, i got scolded by him and he said no more horror movie for me liao, cos end of the show, he will be having blue black over his body.. :~( (*cannot blame me mah! not my fault also!)

Anyway, i like that show, although it very scary, but i think thai are very creative, i think the most scary 1 was the 4th story... cos it happen on the plane which related to my job!! :Z now think about it... Eeeee~ i hope it will never happen in real life.. cos if yes, i think i will just kill myself before the "han-tu" come and haunt me...

2008-08-26T23:13:00.002+08:00

Finally i'm off today & tomorrow!!!! and my roster for next mth is out!! it a standard routine that when we get our roster, we will start swopping flights. Next month I'll be team flying with 1 CSC.. *Sigh...* is not i doesnt like her or what.. it just that our "ba zhi bu he" cannot fly together... the last flight we had together was a bad one, 3 times reject landing plus a lightning struck (-_-") See! how bad is it... Trying to swop a few away, hopefully im able to get it. *praying*

Although im off for 2days, I still feel not enough.. :( I still have alot of things not done yet.. i want to make mochi, but still couldn't find any fresh cream from the supermarket! was asking the aunty whether do they carry any fresh cream, they don't even know what is fresh cream.. *faint* i guess i have to go to those more "angmoh pah" de supermarket then can find... but i'm so lazy to go all the way to town just to get some stupid fresh cream!!!!!! I wonder when i'm able to make my mochi & when my baby & I are able to eat it.. :(

Hopefully i can do it asap, will post it up when im done! :)

Flight cancelled

2008-08-22T15:06:00.000+08:00

Bloody hell, im so angry today... was about to leave my house for work, then got a sms from SATS, telling me to wait @ home for standby, cause there will be changes for my flight, and i was accomplaining to my bro about this, and he told me the flight confirm cancelled, cause there's massive typhoon, and the typhoon is going straight into HKG areas.... (-_-") after waiting for an hour plus then they call back to say the flight is cancel.. KNN! since they already know right in the beginning, they should just tell us eariler! waste my time wake up so early, somemore waste my cosmetics... im so piss off now....

21-08-2008

2008-08-21T19:52:00.000+08:00

Hmm.... first time doing blogging... what should i write?? (*thinking) Always reading other peoples' blog, thinking why they got so many things to write... sigh... maybe tml i will have something to write le...