Recently, too many things had happen and looking back at them.. I wonder the amount of tears for him it is worth it? I won't say it good to realise it now than later... but it just a kind of feeling that i can't ignore it... Anyway, I'm glad to say that I'm happy for the past few weeks... meeting up with my friends make me alot happier. :D

Yan & I

Esther and I

Esther, tammy and meijing with her flabby arm. lolx

I ♥ my friends.

Thank you for been with me when i needed it most.. :)

nice cob fish ♥

This fish make me think of him... why? no idea.. but i kinda miss him.. :(

I need to stop crying....

Jamie Oliver "The Naked Chef"

Jamie Oliver is opening Italian restaurants in Singapore!!! YeaH~!~! ^_^ I have been watching his cooking show since 3yrs back and every time i will just get hungry and have this inspiration to cook but when the show end... that's it. ahhaha!! Yes.. I'm just too lazy and i think some of the ingredients, i can't get it in Singapore... -_- Anyway, I'm looking forward for his restaurants!!! :D

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I think that man can cook is the super AAAA++++ points cum bonus, not just anyhow cook.. i mean really a nice & decent dinner and if he can cook Italian food!!! *_* i think i will go gala over him.. hahah!!! By looking at a man in the kitchen make me smile, cause they just look so charming...

I realised that I'm really getting old... went out the whole day makes my whole body ache and even feel tired the next day... :(

my round ugly face.. :S

Shopping was a killer for me... :S spend so much, i think i going to die when my credit card bills comes in.... @_@

Was around in Orchard for a while, before i head down to Suntec City to get trench coat from Winter Time, they used to have a very big store but now they just left with a small shop, I guess the economy wasn't that good plus renter was high and not much income. *Sad* Anyway, I was wondering is it that cold in Perth... But hack care lah! Just bring, in case I really need it... After that, I went to make a appointment with Stripz for Brazilian... HAHAHH!! and that was my first time! i think I'm mad, suddenly feel like getting rid of my little garden. wahahhahahhahahha!!!! :X Anyway, It's painful... but you know.. No Pain, No Gain! Although I doesn't gain anything for this, ermmm maybe just a clean field, but i love it! hahahha!!! :p After that i actually sign up their package over there... there's where the burning comes in... @_@

After that, went to meet up with Karen, Celest and Sean. It been quite sometimes that i met up with them, the last time I saw them was erm...... last year? :X i feel so bad not meeting up with them so often.. cause they are a bunch of funny girls.. :) Although sometimes I'm jealous of Celest and Sean.. reasons? CAUSE THEY HAVE CHANEL BAG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *angry* :p but i still love them lah~

karen, me, sean & celest

BLAH~

Tired, fatigue, exhausted, worn-out blah blah blah... you named it, i feel it... :( I feel like I'm a walking zombie everyday... too tired to walk, to talk, to smile, to acknowledge, to speak up, to whatever things around me.... I NEED A REAL BREAK!!! :S


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p/s: 7more days to see kangaroossssssssssssssssssssssssss.. ^_^

Goodybye July, Hello August...

1st of August, another tiring month for me.. roster is so packed until i cannot breath... :( Luckily, I'm able to swap away 5days flight to a 5days layover in Perth!!! WoooHoOo~ ^_^ It my 1st time to Perth, and hopefully it a great one. :) But the weather there is so cold now. I heard it around 4degrees to 19 degrees??? :S Never in my life, I've been to a place that is so cold...(yes.. I'm a country pumpkin) Anyway, I think i need to buy some stuffs just for that flight.. going to waste $$$ again~ :(

I think it gonna be a year soon.. I thought i can actually get over it, emotionally... but until now, i realise, i can't... it really sad & disappointed to know someone u already love & care alot, treated you like you never existed in their life before...


P/s: I don't know whether will you be reading this or not... i just wanna say that there maybe some misunderstanding between the both of us... and seriously, i really have no idea what really happen and why are you treating me like this... Maybe you doesn't know who you can really trust... but i'm here to tell you that until today, i still treat you as my good friend and I'm still on your side, protecting and defending for you...