It been a long long time since i write.. so many things had happen for the last 2 weeks, so many things to do and so many things to think, so tired. Recently, there's a few thing keep popping out of my mind. 1st: i wish i have a time machine so i can go back in the past, maybe 10years ago? 2nd: what should i do with my life, it is this what i want right now? 3rd: and if is yes, how long can it last? 4th: should i change my job? 5th: if yes, where should i go? AHhHHhhHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im feeling so vexed now!!! i think i need a vacation... (-_-) I NEED A BREAK!!!

Finally, i can have a 2 days break, do what i wanna do, go where i wanna go. But now, thinking about it, I don't think so, cause that someone doesn't wanna go out and today is my friend's birthday. Sometimes I really think that he doesn't wanna join my friends NOT i doesn't wanna bring him along and now become my fault that i never tell him earlier so he CAN plan his schedule for today.. Fuck! do you really need to PLAN ur schedule everyday since you got nothing to do???????

Seriously, I kind of feeling piss off right now..... cause if i go to my friend's birthday, i can guarantee that i wouldn't be having a peaceful and happy time.. cause he will start asking me, "where are you now?" "So who's there?" "Have you behave?" "Drink alot?" "So what time are you going off??" CAN'T I HAVE PEACEFUL TIME TO ENJOY WITH MY FRIEND!!!!!! i really hope he can give me a break with all this shit... if you can't join me or you doesn't wanna join me with my friends for your own reason, then done! don't come and screw up my gathering! Later for sure he's gonna give me his god damn shit again... FUCK!

I'm feeling so dulan now....

it been a week that i stop writing on my blog... got sick for the pass few days and i'm still feeling sick right now... :( got food poisoning 4 days ago and landed in hospital..until now i still feel like throwing out.. i'm feeling like shit... :(.. i want to recover fast and go out and play!!!! Tomorrow have to go to work... wonder if i can go to work tomorrow or not... :(

wedding bells

I got another red bomb for this month!!!! Faint... how come everyone that i know is getting married!!?~!~??! so envy... (*kate's thinkng when will be her turn.... *blinkblink*)

4bia

Yesterday my baby & I went to watch the movie "4bia".. it a very nice show!!! it damn scary!! thru out the show, i keep grabbing my baby's hand so tight until he have to grab my hand off him, hahahhah!!! and he also got pitched by me! hahahahahha!! *dui bu qi, baby* :p anyway, i got scolded by him and he said no more horror movie for me liao, cos end of the show, he will be having blue black over his body.. :~( (*cannot blame me mah! not my fault also!)

Anyway, i like that show, although it very scary, but i think thai are very creative, i think the most scary 1 was the 4th story... cos it happen on the plane which related to my job!! :Z now think about it... Eeeee~ i hope it will never happen in real life.. cos if yes, i think i will just kill myself before the "han-tu" come and haunt me...