It been a long long time since i write.. so many things had happen for the last 2 weeks, so many things to do and so many things to think, so tired. Recently, there's a few thing keep popping out of my mind. 1st: i wish i have a time machine so i can go back in the past, maybe 10years ago? 2nd: what should i do with my life, it is this what i want right now? 3rd: and if is yes, how long can it last? 4th: should i change my job? 5th: if yes, where should i go? AHhHHhhHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im feeling so vexed now!!! i think i need a vacation... (-_-) I NEED A BREAK!!!
Finally, i can have a 2 days break, do what i wanna do, go where i wanna go. But now, thinking about it, I don't think so, cause that someone doesn't wanna go out and today is my friend's birthday. Sometimes I really think that he doesn't wanna join my friends NOT i doesn't wanna bring him along and now become my fault that i never tell him earlier so he CAN plan his schedule for today.. Fuck! do you really need to PLAN ur schedule everyday since you got nothing to do???????
Seriously, I kind of feeling piss off right now..... cause if i go to my friend's birthday, i can guarantee that i wouldn't be having a peaceful and happy time.. cause he will start asking me, "where are you now?" "So who's there?" "Have you behave?" "Drink alot?" "So what time are you going off??" CAN'T I HAVE PEACEFUL TIME TO ENJOY WITH MY FRIEND!!!!!! i really hope he can give me a break with all this shit... if you can't join me or you doesn't wanna join me with my friends for your own reason, then done! don't come and screw up my gathering! Later for sure he's gonna give me his god damn shit again... FUCK!
I'm feeling so dulan now....
1 comment:
Sometimes it is tough to have a boyfriend isn't it.
Expose him to relationship course or workshop and it should help him improve.
: )
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