为什么对我好的人在我前面, 我看不见?
但我却看见那些对我不好的人。

可能我在逃避， 可能我不相信
也有可能我不想在付出

在你的身上， 我只找到害怕
想到你的时候， 我直想到背叛

我说过。。。

这不是爱，只是伤害。。。

好几次，我真的想再相信你。
可是我还是做不到。。。


如果有一天我又消失不见。。。
请你不要难过， 那是因为。。。

holiday holiday holiday!!!

Going Dubai in 10hrs time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WeEEeeeEEeEEeeeeeeee~

Recently, too many things had happen and looking back at them.. I wonder the amount of tears for him it is worth it? I won't say it good to realise it now than later... but it just a kind of feeling that i can't ignore it... Anyway, I'm glad to say that I'm happy for the past few weeks... meeting up with my friends make me alot happier. :D

Yan & I

Esther and I

Esther, tammy and meijing with her flabby arm. lolx

I ♥ my friends.

Thank you for been with me when i needed it most.. :)

nice cob fish ♥

This fish make me think of him... why? no idea.. but i kinda miss him.. :(

I need to stop crying....

Jamie Oliver "The Naked Chef"

Jamie Oliver is opening Italian restaurants in Singapore!!! YeaH~!~! ^_^ I have been watching his cooking show since 3yrs back and every time i will just get hungry and have this inspiration to cook but when the show end... that's it. ahhaha!! Yes.. I'm just too lazy and i think some of the ingredients, i can't get it in Singapore... -_- Anyway, I'm looking forward for his restaurants!!! :D

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I think that man can cook is the super AAAA++++ points cum bonus, not just anyhow cook.. i mean really a nice & decent dinner and if he can cook Italian food!!! *_* i think i will go gala over him.. hahah!!! By looking at a man in the kitchen make me smile, cause they just look so charming...

I realised that I'm really getting old... went out the whole day makes my whole body ache and even feel tired the next day... :(

my round ugly face.. :S

Shopping was a killer for me... :S spend so much, i think i going to die when my credit card bills comes in.... @_@

Was around in Orchard for a while, before i head down to Suntec City to get trench coat from Winter Time, they used to have a very big store but now they just left with a small shop, I guess the economy wasn't that good plus renter was high and not much income. *Sad* Anyway, I was wondering is it that cold in Perth... But hack care lah! Just bring, in case I really need it... After that, I went to make a appointment with Stripz for Brazilian... HAHAHH!! and that was my first time! i think I'm mad, suddenly feel like getting rid of my little garden. wahahhahahhahahha!!!! :X Anyway, It's painful... but you know.. No Pain, No Gain! Although I doesn't gain anything for this, ermmm maybe just a clean field, but i love it! hahahha!!! :p After that i actually sign up their package over there... there's where the burning comes in... @_@

After that, went to meet up with Karen, Celest and Sean. It been quite sometimes that i met up with them, the last time I saw them was erm...... last year? :X i feel so bad not meeting up with them so often.. cause they are a bunch of funny girls.. :) Although sometimes I'm jealous of Celest and Sean.. reasons? CAUSE THEY HAVE CHANEL BAG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *angry* :p but i still love them lah~

karen, me, sean & celest

BLAH~

Tired, fatigue, exhausted, worn-out blah blah blah... you named it, i feel it... :( I feel like I'm a walking zombie everyday... too tired to walk, to talk, to smile, to acknowledge, to speak up, to whatever things around me.... I NEED A REAL BREAK!!! :S


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p/s: 7more days to see kangaroossssssssssssssssssssssssss.. ^_^

Goodybye July, Hello August...

1st of August, another tiring month for me.. roster is so packed until i cannot breath... :( Luckily, I'm able to swap away 5days flight to a 5days layover in Perth!!! WoooHoOo~ ^_^ It my 1st time to Perth, and hopefully it a great one. :) But the weather there is so cold now. I heard it around 4degrees to 19 degrees??? :S Never in my life, I've been to a place that is so cold...(yes.. I'm a country pumpkin) Anyway, I think i need to buy some stuffs just for that flight.. going to waste $$$ again~ :(

I think it gonna be a year soon.. I thought i can actually get over it, emotionally... but until now, i realise, i can't... it really sad & disappointed to know someone u already love & care alot, treated you like you never existed in their life before...


P/s: I don't know whether will you be reading this or not... i just wanna say that there maybe some misunderstanding between the both of us... and seriously, i really have no idea what really happen and why are you treating me like this... Maybe you doesn't know who you can really trust... but i'm here to tell you that until today, i still treat you as my good friend and I'm still on your side, protecting and defending for you...

Back to the reality... :(

I was on leave for 9days, but haven't been working since 4th July until now... it like 20days?? I think it the longest leave i ever got. wahahhahah!!! But sad to say.. im going back to work tomorrow.. :(


Went to BKK for holiday and sad to say.. my baby was sick all the way... 1st day cough, 2nd fever than follow by flu... -_- basically the whole trip is spoilt... :( Didn't take alot of photos cause someone is sick and having bad mood... :C

Monkey + Me

Reaching.. ^_^

*yawnz*

My gay boy...

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We were staying at The Heritage Hotel at silom. When we were checking in the hotel, they actually upgrade us to a Suite. :D but this suite doesnt look like a Suite to me... :S

Kitchen (Nothing much..)

Bed

Television

Toilet

Bathtub (look nice, but not user-friendly)

The bathtub look nice, we thought it was a jacuzzi but actually it just a normal bathtub.. -_- and it good to soak in it, if you wanna shower.. basically the water just splashing out and make the whole floor wet.. :(


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My gay boy smoking....

I look retarded... lolx

Model walking... :p




What am i doing huh??

Aching... :S

We went to a lot of places on the 1st day.. and my leg was totally aching like hell…….. :S

*Stress face*

*Happy Face*

Yummy~ :D

Mr Happy~

Trying to take photo from the reflection but failed.. lolx!

Sick Baby & Me

Don't know who is he waving to...

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The last day.... at the airport...

Baby on mask.. :D

He was forcing me to wear the mask together with him, but i don't want and he's not happy. :p

Monkey & me

He was forced to take photos with me.. look at his stupid face... :C

And tomorrow onwards, I'm going back to work... craps... :(

*the end*

Our Feisty Princess

Please help this little girl by clicking on the nuffnang ads.. :(

http://ourfeistyprincess.blogspot.com/

I HATE MY NEIGHBOURHOOD!!!!

And it true. I seriously think that my neighbourhood community basically are all retarded morons. They basically don't care about it... I can hear loud music and hyper-MC screaming into the mic like nobody business early in the morning 8am!!! Does they know that there are people still sleeping? or does they know that some people just came back from working after long hours of night shift??? Seriously, I really think they got a HUGE problem. H U G E What Singapore Exercise? Why can't they do it in the stadium where is a enclosed place??? Budget? No $$$? FOC??? Fucking crap. And now is 11am and it still going on!!!! CCB! The best thing is I gotta go to work later in the evening and I doesn't have enough sleep!!! I seriously think that my neighbourhood doesn't have any brain with them. I seriously understand why staying HDB sucks... Cause it really SUCKS BIG TIME staying at a place having this kind of retard community.

I HATE BOOKS!!!!! STUPID RECURRENT!!!!

:( Everything just can't get into my head...

STUPID STUPID STUPID!!!

ARGGGGGGGGGGH~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yesterday went to watch Drag Me to Hell with my baby... and I HATE THAT MOVIE!!!!! :(

It's so bloody loud and annoying!!! :( I keep getting a shock not because of the movie scene.. it because of the sound... it so bloody loud that i feel it's very annoying...

My baby and I feel that the whole show most scary part is the old woman... she look scary... :S

does she?? :S

I cannot imagine if I'm that girl who's going to hell in 3 days time... i think i would properly kill myself before the lamia come and take me away.. :S

Pimples Month :(

I H A T E P I M P L E S!!!

This month, my pimples keep popping out like a popcorn and i hate it... can anyone help me? Is there anyways to prevent from pimples outbreak? :(

A White Dicky

After 4days of hell, finally i'm off for 2 days... :D This evening, i saw something hilarious.. I was walking towards the Immigration Counter @ T1 after my flight, i saw this ang-moh guy were walking towards my direction on the travelator and why he caught my attention, because he look real drunk... and HE WAS PEE-ING!!!!!! @_@

Yes.. he was peeing on the travelator all the way.. and his pee was really alot! lol!!! and i actually saw his white dicky.. omg... *that image was still running in my mind now.. whahahahahhah!!! * Anyway, i got a shock, so i told my colleague that ang-mo was pee-ing.. and when 1 of my colleague try to inform the ground staffs (*which was walking behind that wasted ang-moh) that that guy was pee-ing... but the ground staffs did nothing... -__- after that, we actually saw 2 airport police, my colleague told them the same thing... BUT!!! the airport police did nothing too!!!! -_______________- i wonder why.... either they can't be bother or they were too shock to react to this kind of crazy stuffs..

So to whoever is reading this.. next time when you are travelling on the travelator at ANY airports or anywhere, please do not lend against the side.. cause you might not know whether is there anyone actually just urinated there. :P

??? A beer bottle?

YEAH~

I love carlsberg! lol

:D :D :D

Love you to the MAX! *muack*

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FINALLY IM ON LEAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

for a week... *bored*

no overseas trips, no holidays, no clubbing, no friends to go out with... sad to the max!! Everyone was so busy with their work... really getting old.. still remember when i was 18... everyone around me seems to be so free.. but now... :(

Anyway, last sunday went to MS with my baby and i went to Times bookstore and brought a book.. New Moon by Stephenie Meyer the author for Twilight. The best part is they are coming out the movie!! The Twilight Saga: New Moon. *excited*

Went to Ikea yesterday.. and happen to saw these cute little finger puppet. It only $4.90, so i brought it and play with my baby. :D

I think I've put on some weight.. my face look so chubby!!!! :S