Im farking angry & upset right now!!!! got activated for flight that doesn't meant to be mine!!!!! i seriously don't understand why she wanted to activate me since there is other standbys!!! DOES SHE KNOW IT CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!! DOES SHE KNOW THAT CHINESE NEED TO GO VISITING!!! DOES SHE KNOW THAT I'M CHINESE!!!! i really think she is just too much!!! :(
Went to my friend's pub to drink last night. Wasn't feeling good, feeling very down, guess i'm going to get depression reall soon.. yes..very soon.. Was thinking what am i still doing here?? Work so hard, pay so little, how to survive?? and still give so fuck up roster... everytime, they always have their own reasons... im really tired... everyday i'm like dragging myself to work... I'm so tired and sick...
Feel like crying but i can't. Others think i'm okay, but i'm not... i may look strong, but i'm not... i really dont know what should i do.. everyday i keep telling myself that tomorrow will be a better day, but that tomorrow is still the same.. same old shit.. everyday just get more and more demoralizes
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